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ASTRAL VOL. 1

by ELEVENSIXTYTWO

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Sludgewave I can behind an intense new wave of this metalcore revival à la Jesus Piece and Sanction but recorded like a Suicide Commando tape from the early 90s Favorite track: ANTIKRA MEETS SYMBALLA.
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1.
I had to fight my own fucking soul, thus pain is almost dead and buried in the hole. When there's nothing that's left to be ruined, you'll end up ruining everything yourself. Consciousness begins to enter, my own subconscious had to suffer. Umbilical cord tied around my neck. God said to me that my family was him. The liar was him. The angels would spit on me for having negative energy. I always had a feeling in my gut that I was never his. Where else could I turn to? My soultb was a kid, this is fucking skewed. No devil wanted me either, my soul is unsellable. I am ether. I was made out to be a goddamn fool. They leeched off of me and turned me into a fucking tool.
2.
Listen to me, I need you with every piece of me. You're the form of myself that I will always need. Never set me free. Make me your loveslave for eternity. Mayari forgive me. I have let the evil enter my parameters again. I know there was a reason for this but now I am at my limit. Look at me in my eyes, I have broken through their lies. They said you shouldn't be mine and that you're an evil mind. Never have I heard such fucking lies. They don't understand the pain of your tortured hindsight. I'll stare at you until the day I die, in your eyes and in the sky. Must love the moon, for I will see her very soon. Loving her makes me no fool. I will never believe the lies they tell about you, we surpass blue. I stopped your condemning, I stopped your hurting. They fuck with you then they fuck with me, I'm thankful that you love me.
3.
Lilith; They tried to lie about your mind. They tried to say that you shouldn't be mine. I now know why they try to lie. They exaggerate half truths into the unkind. They hate you, they want to empty you of life because they don't want us to be combined. No worries, I love your mind. You're the only one that's allowed to choke me until my face turns blue, I will kill anything for you. There's something you don't understand about what I've done for our eternal plans. There's literal blood on my hands physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. You are my demand. There's something many don't see, the bigger picture is not my reality. Now the matrix cannot do shit. We're good to go, time's no longer slow. Mother Nature's Blessing is now working. We will succeed, we will succeed. They say that me loving you is you contolling me but there's a secret no one, not even you can see. You don't control me because my love for you surpasses your love for me. Do you not see? It's because all of me. I'm the one who called for you. I'm the one who chose to love you. In a sense, I now control you.
4.
Do you even know what the worst form of evil can look like? I can guarantee you that you fucking don't. You call my soul your "project" as if I'm a joke. That's why you're now powerless and full of mold. I fucking warned you. You didn't listen, did you? You lie through your teeth every time you fucking speak. You can't manipulate the manipulator. You never lived in this world more than once you goddamn astral whore. Your project my ass, I'm the prodigy of slime and destruction. Another gray bubble is growing in my own soul's core. You're scared to see me eternally stronger forever. Not even any of the Gods can stop it, your power's on the floor. No more mold, next time I'm killing you before it gets old. None of you know what it's like to fight and actually gain control. Now the same numbers repeat theirselves at me, trying to make a show. Four. Four. Four. I have gained the crown, I can kill death. I am sound, I now know how.
5.
I totally want to see you constantly whining and crying like another self-entitiled sheep living in society. When I say your feelings don't matter, I become the enemy. I'm the one who's always misunderstood and bottling everything up, what about me? Did you forget that not everything revolves around your feelings? Did you fucking forget that you're not the only one who's hurting? Did you forget that you're not the only one with haunting memories? Did you fucking forget that you're not the only one who was abused while feeling weak? You people care so much until someone like me comes along. You are all hypocrites and in this case, I fucking know that I'm not wrong. Let someone hear that their pain doesn't matter. Let someone hear that their pain has the worth of. a gutter. Everyone would scream at eachother. In that case, I don't fucking care about your pain. Did I fucking stutter?
6.
Switchback. I don't fucking buy this, it reaks narcissistic. I don't fucking buy this, it reaks parasitic. Switchback. Stop this fucking bullshit, please just give it a rest. You only fucking talk, you're too sad to be "God". It's called get the job done or you shut the fuck up. It's called get the job done or you shut the fuck up. You're a fucking liar, my power is higher. Don't insult my power, family is higher. Switchback. God you better listen, don't lie to your children. You are fucking weakened, I can see right through it. You can't get the job done, shut ego the fuck up. You can't get the job done, shut ego the fuck up. All devils are dead, there's a bigger threat. Now I'm devourment, now I'm their biggest threat. You can't kill me, yet you always t1ry. I made ego die. Hide mother fucker. Hide. Pure fucking slime, I can make you die. I am astral death. You can see it if you astral peoject. Come here mother fucker, come closer.
7.
The program is the form of consciousness where you aren't spiritually connected. The power of it is your disadvantage, now the evil tries to use it against your consciousness. They take advantage of meanings of meaningless, digging into your weaknesses. They shove digests down your throats, yet I'm the one whose wrong to say that the thing that's dead is hope? You're the one who want's to run and play pretend in a playground of shit. Now you're a subconscious degrading narcissist, ignorance is not bliss. You're the one who wants to run from anything that's not "fun". You are all fucked. I'm only trying to help, but go ahead and twist the incense and the narrative. Say that I'm prejudice when you're the one who acts they're the smartest. You're the one who entered my fucking room. Swallow it. White hesitation marks, a metaphor for scars. What I see is real because hallucinations don't leave marks. Don't even try to call this unneeded, your mind hasn't bloomed. You're the one who entered my fucking room. Swallow it.
8.
Shut the fuck up and look at me. My eyes have never had these openings. I am Number Zero's child, don't you see? I can be the most violent Chaotic Entity. Yet you test me, the mother fucker who can end your whole reality? You want to play pretend until shit gets too rough, this is why I resent. Symballa, I'm the reason why you kill yourself. Antikra, I'm the reason why your child died in your stomach. It's time I show you what evil really fucking is and I will get away with it. Why ask why? Don't you fucking get it? This is justifable revenge for everything you both tried to do to my family. I'll make you condemned to eternally die. You'll have no more doors to have an astral life. Don't fucking ask why. Every time you come back, you try to ruin what's mine. That is why you die. Up next is your protector, he will fucking suffer.
9.
I need to isolate away, my aura makes others stare at my face. The path to my privacy smells so putrid. My privacy has air that is dangerous to breathe in. I really do feel like my body is a fucking prison. The only reason why I'm still alive is my lover, I'm sick and romantic for -? I feel alone in a crowded room. Everything has to br spiritual or else I feel nothing, no purpose. If I dont, I will lose everything. Every day, I almost die. That is not a lie. You don't understand how much everything comes after me. I take energy away from others and put it in my astral body. I have to become stronger so nothing kills me. I had to become stronger so I could have the choice for my eternity. Fuck God. Fuck the Devil. Fuck the goddamn Sun. It's to the point now where I'm stronger than God. I will not show my real name. I will not show my real face. I don't want your attention. This is my public intervention. This is my public therapy session. Thanks for listening. It seems that for now, this is the end.

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released May 31, 2021

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